maric: (who are yoooooou?)
2030-03-18 04:12 am

Semi-Friends Only

Most of my trans/intersex journey will be chronicled through public entries, however, more personal/angry/sad entries will be friend's only. I don't feel like letting the world know how I feel when it comes to private situations. I'm a sweet, friendly man, so come chill with me. Okay? I promise I don't hurt anyone, even when they hurt me unless necessary. Got me? Whoo!
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2020-10-19 01:08 am

(no subject)

prozac or bust. smaller than i think
yep. also lighter.
maric: there's nothing stronger than each other (dad. thanks for the feather)
2020-08-27 02:55 pm

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Ahh, I had crush on myself! I'm a horrible person.
maric: (ready for a fight!)
2020-04-19 10:00 am

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Okay, time to reveal the finale. What's going on? Why I caused all this trouble? and what we're going to do about the situation we're in with the real evil, child molesters. [personal profile] everlongmoon I won't post for another few weeks, now I'll be quiet around these parts, I think? Otherwise, we gotta fight. Please, understand.
maric: (Oh! I get it!)
2020-03-31 11:36 am

Stop labeling me a child molester now, I figured it out

no.
whatever.
wtf.
get lost.
go home to mama pammie.

*hangs head.* My family is disgusting. They're setting me up with my 18 year old little cousin, I saw as one of my children. I still do. I thought he was Cesar Casier. We'll explain the whole story later. I'm fucking angry. I apologize to Cesar, fucking, I've been in your head and I assumed wrong. I guess I'm crazy.

Why does my family ruin my life like this? Why? He's a little boy. I'm 33. I'm leaving and going to a hotel. Now I know why the nurses won't let this guy come see me, that keeps yelling Mandy! Come on! Mandy! Selphie! Rinoa! and I'm like wtf is going on. I'm not a damn character.

I'm in love with some fucking guy that doesn't even know who I am or want me. I give up, don't worry, I'm crazy but it's not my fault, blame my family. Okay?

I had to save someone's life though, a few people I care about. So sorry for all the commotion. I'm not embarrassed. I'm just fucked up in the head over this.

I'm not in love with Scotty fucking Wilson Jr. > < AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! BAKAS! Why did you set this up?

I feel so bad, I don't want to hurt his feelings. I just don't. I love you as a mother or big sister loves someone who is younger than her. I"m not a young young woman, sweetie.
maric: (Oh! I get it!)
2020-03-30 11:34 am

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THEY USE INSANEJOURNAL FOR HUMAN TRAFFICKING, THE FUCKING ADMIN DOESN"T KNOW WHAT TO DO. AMERICAN GOVERNMENT, POLICE, MILITARY, DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS. And feel bad for celebrities, and people like myself, because Steph, Eric and Mandy (me) were all put in human trafficking because of this.
Stephanie, Eric, fucking find me elsewhere. You'll know what the game is. Okay? Bye Dreamwidth. Be dumbasses. I am so fucking done.

Dreamwidth is doing it too. =/ That's what the memes are for. *sighs.* I miss opensource being safe. Fuck all of you who participate in this heinous crime.
maric: (tee-hee!)
2020-03-30 10:46 am

Fuck it. Put me in the nuthouse.

AHHH BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH! *is standing outside your window, omgosh...while bed ridden.*

"I took too long and now she's gone."

*flops.* I love you so much, you have no idea. I had to do this, to get people out of my head so we could be together. if I hadn't, I would have died and you would have killed yourself, Zack. and Squall would have denounced humanity and became Sephiroth.

Don't denounce me you assholes. I went through all this, I just want to be with you. You probably don't even remember me by now. It's probably over by now.

"Turn around and face this."

I had to protect you, Zack Fair. < -- AHH I CAN'T SPELL! If I hadn't you would have died. I left you that day because I knew, I knew you were both it for me. ANd then I got sold and fuck it, I'm done. I was in human trafficking. Thanks, Dreamwidth and insanejournal. For caring.

Squall Leonhart was too. We were both sold to fucking idiots. Or just me, I'm not sure. I know I was sold. I couldn't get away no matter what I did.

"And now I can't forget you."

Get your ass back to insane. I have a Zack journal for you. I don't want to use it. It's yours, baby. You loved the damn name remember? You know who considers you the true Zack, both of us.

GUESS WHO GOT DEFEATED? KUJA AND SASUKE. I'm fine now.

I'm leaving dreamwidth for good now. I'm trying to reason with insanejournal users, why I did this. I was in human trafficking, I wasn't allowed to leave. I'm not schizophrenic or delusional, I'm talking in characters to protect two people and myself and a few other people. I want to help insanejournal live and thrive, somehow, someway. I ruined my reputation to get my loves back. My Zack and Squall. And to help. I'll give you both codes, give me one more day. Okay?

I have like a slew of game ideas, and I just opened a meme community. The only ones kicking me off are Jade and her goons. Which is whatever. *sighs.* I'm trying to make it a safe haven for het users too. Dreamwidth is not a safe space like I thought. That is all. Insanejournal is though. Don't let the names cloud you, okay?

I was put into human trafficking mostly because of dreamwidth. I was going to be used as a sex slave because...I'm a virgin. It happened to a point, I still consider myself a virgin. Why? I don't even remember, it was like a date rape drug. Come on, I'll play whatever guys you want! Weeeee. <-- she tells the truth.
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2020-03-28 09:57 pm

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*takes deep breath.* I'm surrounded by the KKK apparently? Yeah, well, I don't know what to do about that.

Someone's constantly yelling at me from their room. It drives me nuts.

I'm gonna out the truth in a second, why I have to stay at this facility until a long while; people at the white house want to eat me.

2. I'm so tired, it's ridiculous. Now you know why I was calling on Japan for help. My apologies, Japan.

3. Let me denounce someone real quick. There's rarely black characters on either server...but we'll see what happens.
maric: (genuine as wine)
2020-03-28 08:23 pm

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By the way, stop being scared. Some of you won't get paradise, including me potentially. I'm just tired of being kept out of rp, I needed it too while I sat here scared during this time. I'm sorry, I was a butt-munch earlier. I just miss having rp partners, and I don't want you scared anymore.

Insanejournal, … we'll discuss that some other day but it may be the former things have passed away by then.

World War 3 is on the way, please stay in your houses. Wherever you're at, please be good and stay in your houses. Pray insistently, ask Jehovah for help and start studying the bible. Please. Okay? Just ask God what you can and can't do. I bet he comforts you during this time. My brothers and I have been trying to get you to change but you not all would listen.

Ahh, we'll be okay. Pray. Have faith in Jehovah God, the Universal Soveringn. (Can't spell to save my life!)

And hey, if you want to call him Dad? Please do. He loves you. You are his child. Try, okay?
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2020-03-27 12:29 pm

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Hmmm... want proof that my mom is a fucking nut? Donna, Rhonda and Pam? Potentially not Rhonda. https://raionesu.dreamwidth.org/452.html There's a journal there, blanketedlioness that was stolen from me. It tells the truth about my situation. I promise, I'm not lying. Someone help?

I'm keeping Raionesu as my personal journal. End of. I love it. Anyone steals it, I'm asking Denise for it back. Unlike [personal profile] rainingstars which was stolen from me. I loved that journal.
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2020-03-27 11:55 am

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I don't know anymore. I was trying to help, but … my life is a mess right now. I'm trying really hard to get help. Like big time. No one believes me, no one cares. A Chinese man named Tom was posing as my mom. I think? I got bad vibes from my mom all the time. She freaked me out. She would be very very… quiet and backwards, unlike herself. I promise.

Blah. I wish... people cared more. Like me. I don't understand what's going on half the time, but I always know what I'm doing. If this game doesn't work out, bye Dreamwidth. I'll like start writing fanfiction all the time instead. I just miss having friends and partners to roleplay with. My mom (Tom) isolated me and wouldn't let me roleplay. And now people are isolating me too in roleplay.

I'm sad but I'll be okay. This isn't how I imagined my life turning out to be at all. I'm unsafe here. At least a little. I wanted a career by the time I was 35, I wanted to lose weight by that time too. I'm trapped in my situation and no one will give me P.T/O.T. No one will rescue me.

Pam Eakle and Tom, were in cahoots to ensure I got eaten by a bunch of cannibalistic celebrities. That's why they keep calling me a child molester, over and over again, so no one believes me. They even changed my name. My name is not Dakota. It's Amanda Sue Bell. Do you understand? I don't know where to go or what to do. I'm homeless, I'm about half dead physically, and no one will rescue me from this fucking situation. I think there's cameras in my room, so no one will help me escape. I need help, really badly.

*puts face in arms.* Please? I just want.. I don't even know anymore. I'd want to die, but only if I wouldn't be cannibalized. I trust no one, I'm so scared all the time. I'm tired of being trapped in this reality. I want to live but it seems pointless with no family and friends.
maric: (whaddya want?)
2020-03-26 09:30 pm

Shy Squall says Hi

Okay, listen up. So I had mission from my mom and other scared Americans who knew I knew the art of bullshit pretty well. From years of doing the art of bullshit. I always manage to tell the truth without lying, so no one finds out the situation fully but I feel better having told the truth and less stressed.

Trump has been terrorizing us for the last four years. We aren't even getting real news right now. Because it's all about Trump or Me. (In my city, but other people are getting it I think?) Whew.

Here's the fun part, Trump isn't an INFJ. He can't read thoughts like I can. I have the whole fucking country of America in my head. I'd out why, but let's not scare you. Anyway, I wanted to prove to this man, he sounds fucking nuts. So did I, but I was always telling the the truth. There's maybe 10,000 Cannibals in America. Not 50,000 or whatever the fuck he's said. We were being forced to cannibalize. We were going through some crazy shit.

anyway, I feel sorry for all the world and us that we had to endure him talking in fucking circles for three years until we did something about it live out of Columbus. He's gonna stop now.

Now listen, Trump is a cannibal, so is Milana. I'm not sure about his kids. I don't think the youngest has cannibalized. Don't judge that kid anymore. Alright? He's a good baby. He may actually get adopted by someone in power in Hollywood, so he's safe. Why? :D I won't even out the fucking story, it's sad, but I might have to later. Beware children with Asperger's, they're not evil, their parents are making them seem like emotionless hate machines so they can be cannibalized. some anyway, others do it because they have maunchausin syndrome or want sympathy like a narricist. It's not a real condition, apparently? Yeah.

It may actually be schizoid disorder blown up to major portions.

What else? Hm... I'm not trying to scare you this time. I'm just outing the full truth, no bullshit, no frills.

Trump needs kicked the fuck out of the white house, and sent to South America. Take his fucking money and feed it into the country with the stimulus package. He fucked us up, he ruined us, among other things. I'm sorry for hurting your brains a little, but he did it worst by actually being in the white house.

Apparently he lied and said he was doing this to help my situation? It wasn't that, I was actually his game. He's been isolating me and bought me off my mom but the facility won't let me go with his friends. My two bestfriends haven't showed up yet that I trust. My mom sold me to the fucking government, dudes. I'm bed ridden and all kinds of shit.

Oh, the steak with no blood was a set up. It was to get my attention for some reason? Yeah, long story short, I no longer trust the American government. He realized I was in his head and wanted help. and then I realized something; this asshole thought I was stupid. He had other cannibals at the white house in power. They wanted me to go there, and I said fuck you, not happening.

I'll stay where I'm at and help this city.

FUCK TRUMP! The man needs help now, he fucked his own head up.

I'm actually okay. Suprisingly.

Don't worry, we're done after this, kiddos. I won't post anymore crazy shit online. We'll be okay, babycakes. I love you guys. Stop freaking out with anxiety and eat some candy and pepsi, my gay bitches. I will however have an actual journal where I no longer do the art of bullshit. On, insane. wow, right? That's all I want to say.

Get off dreamwidth now, Pookie. Some of us had to help take down a fucking ring you were part of and we're fucked up from it. We hate you. You fucking bitch.

Lili - Sweetie. I love you. Be good and never ruin your reputation like that again either. You're too sweet and kind for that. Sheesh. And one more thing. How g... Just wondering. *whistles and walks away.*

Ah fuck, we're done. I can't take this anymore. It drives me nuts. ~~; Also, I was told to stop using code. This man had us scared, so I had to hide them. Okay. I'm just a weirdo who happens... to be a weirdo. Byyyyyye.
maric: (ready for a fight!)
2020-03-26 07:17 pm

(no subject)

Let me explain; you're using scare tactics with this virus, in order to act like a monarchy won't work. What makes you think your space soldiers can fight against God in heaven? I'm not who you think I am. I bet Jehovah's Witnesses are still getting their miracles.

I'm done with you like I said. I feel bad you wouldn't listen but oh well.

That's why you want to be a dictator because you know having that much power, will save your life. Otherwise, you're a target afterward. I was trying to protect you and your family too. *just shakes head.* You're all fucking idiots. I was trying to save you. Please listen to me. I'm part of Dad, I know I am. I know I know, I know. I know what I'm doing.

You worked against me instead of with me. How stupid are you? I'm aware of everyone all the time? I had this and if you had worked with me. Everyone, we would have had them spooked. You're dumbasses. I love you, America. Just try and be united instead of just natural disasters. Sheesh, man. You're nuts.

You want to be eaten by these motherfuckers? Join the damn military, learn how to mental bend, and fight the fuck back. Protect yourselves. You're not all going to be sent overseas. Or take a martial arts class, I promise it's worth your while. Protect yourselves, your family, your friends, be strong, be united. Let's get rid of these sons of bitches.

Signed,
Leon Kennedy

Helena. Ashley. Ada. Claire. Where my bitches at?

P.S Keep Trump and his family on board at the white house. Because he's one of the most powerful men in America, him and his family are targets for cannibals. Even his youngest son, who is a sweet boy. Please understand, he doesn't have to be president forever, but he needs help and protection for a long time to come.

Now listen, somehow, someway get Trump a team of men and women that can take the damn stress away from him. The man is going nuts and I know it. Do this for every president and there after. Find humble people who don't want power, but want to help. End of. *nudge, gives pointed look.*

Toodles.
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2020-03-26 04:59 pm

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My bestfriend in the whole world, I've known since a little boy. He got eaten and cannibalized. I'm done. I'm sorry, I tried protecting him for so long, but it didn't work out in the end. He was basically a corpse walking around, so he wouldn't be cannibalized, so there could be a proper burial.

I hate that man.

Please. Do something about it. Please. Do something about cannibals? Because it was either the love of my life or a boy I've known since he was little and loved too. Both are devastating.

Or it was someone who was told to leave that evil man alone several times. SHe was a good girl, but we told her not to infiltrate, that it was too dangerous. I'm confused about who the cannibal is out of both of them, both brothers, but I need to know.

Who is trustworthy? Noctis or Prompto?
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2020-03-26 04:16 pm

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Listen to me please. Please. Please. Please. There is a cannibalistic transwoman in my head, that is Craig Owen's sister, who may be someone from insanejournal. I'm freaking out because she does this ALLLLLL day long. Talks to me all day long, and it's not like an actual voice in your head but rather, an actual person talking. Which freaks me out further. No medicine makes it go away.

Literally, I'm being hunted by blacks all the time. It freaks me out. So fucking badly. The Chinese too perhaps? But I can't be sure. They need to leave me alone now.

Now I know Craig Owens poses as Cesar Casier on insane and had me brainwashed into thinking Cesar Casier was an INFJ and all kinds of shit. ….I'm fucking so freaked out by this. This girl won't leave my head. She volunteers here and takes over my care a lot. She has a lot of rapey thoughts, so she must still have her penis. Her face isn't very attractive, so I know she's capable of at least inappropriate touching and sexual assault if she's angry. It wasn't a test but as soon as I accepted gays again, she started being mean to me instead of sweet. I knew she had gotten her way and there was no reason to be nice anymore. This is how everyone is with me.

I read faces very well. I can tell what kind of person, someone is right away, even anime/cartoon/cgi characters.

Anyway, last time I post about that guy. I ust.. I want to know why Craig is allowed to infiltrate my life and not get away from me. I'm so scared. This man was creepy with me when I was 14. Please, don't let this happen to me. He's been hunting me all my life. I'm scared of him. I hate him, I hate him, I hate him.

Tom, the landlord, who is Chinese actually said to me with a evil smirk 'You're raped at the end of this.' I wasn't even doing anything wrong back then. I promise.

What did I do? People keep telling me I'm not half black, I'm actually Chinese and Japanese? I'm not sure. My mom tends to live in denial about a lot of things.

I mind my own business and don't even talk to anyone. I have no where to go. What the fuck do I do? I'm so scared. So scared.
maric: (let me emo like a squirrel)
2020-03-26 03:57 pm

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Shadow_Pirahana from insanejournal. You're one of the reasons I fucking left besides Jade. You're all cannibals on insanejournal. Not on Dreamwidth, far as I know. infact Ryslig was made by Insane folk. *takes deep breath, SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMS!* I ...give up. Get out of my head, woman who uses Kat Graham all the time. I'm not a cannibal. I hate the shit. I'm telling you, it won't be pretty very soon. I've had it up to my fucking eyeballs in baloney. *walks away and dismisses.*
maric: (tee-hee!)
2020-03-26 08:26 am

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America. After this I honestly am finished. You're not beautiful creatures. I'll be alive for a few more weeks or allowed to go home on my birthday. I'm not in a mental hospital, I'm in a rest home.

You want me to leave with Ashley Nixon? A known Cannibal? Who made me her game when I was a kid and she was a kid? She even set me up with some random black guy over the phone and told me he was mixed. I was raped because of it. Investigate, I'm done.

I told you. My mom is a selfish, naricisstic cunt named Rhonda Harrison who sold me and no one gives a shit. I didn't even do anything wrong. I wanted to help others and myself.

_||_

Fuck you and your ugly hearts. I'm done.

Denounced.

Oh, I have aids from being raped a few years ago. ^_^ not a lie. Dr. West's also gave it to me through needles. Have fun cannibalizing my diseased body. I'm resigned to my fate now. Toodles.

P.S Investigate the death of Susan Nixon. She may have died on the operating table and had been cannibalized afterward. I could never be trans because of surgeons being creepy. ...Meh. Just listen. Okay? If we get them out of America, we don't have to worry about shit like this anymore. -_-

Last thing I say. In the next week, I will delete. Don't worry. You'll never hear from me again.
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2020-03-26 05:31 am

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Do you know how I know what a pugilist is? a certain game on insane, that I did not trust and did not join.

Dear Final Fantasy Fans,
Those games were not in support of cannibalization, but rather against it. Stop fucking acting like it supports it. It doesn't. Tifa was called a martial artist, so was Zell and Rude was called a boxer. I feel like playing Rude again. Word. He was also Thai.

You could trust Zell, except he as ignorant, he didn't know Hotdogs weren't trustworthy.

Squall ate hotdogs too, but something tells he me quit after the events of Ff8 and went vegetarian.

Quistis was probably a big hotdog eater.

Seifer in my opinion, was a health nut. Fuck hotdogs.

Cloud Strife, you potentially couldn't trust, but yeaaaaaaaaah… Zack Fair you could! I think Zack wasn't a big meat eater strangely from what I remember. Cloud liked Korean BBQ. I didn't trust him after that. The reason he told Cloud be him for awhile, was because he wanted to save Cloud's life. D:

huh...Now which one couldn't you trust? Because Cloud thought he was Zack and ate Korean BBQ.

Rude may have liked Korean BBQ.... arggggggh…. You cant trust boxers apparently.

They didn't hang out a whole lot or something...Cloud assumed because he was big and muscular, he would eat the crap. Guess what? Fuck you, Stephanie. you made me eat meat during this time. -_- Zack was alive and trying to kill Cloud because he thought he would ruin the planet. GUESS WHAT? Everything is okay! Sheesh. …. *cries.* I hate you. do you know how much I loved you? I'm sad. But whatever. Get bent.

You can't trust the word pugilist? I guess.

You can't trust big guys with buster swords either. *rolls eyes.*

by the way blood drinkers - those that took blood transfusions in the name of several reasons; A) someone who didn't know it was wrong. B) Someone who didn't know there were blood synthetics. C) Someone who eventually stopped and turned toward God for help. D) Someone who had no other choice, but relied on God, the doctors and prayed/hoped for a solution. E) kid was dying and it was the only option available to them at the time. the hospital didn't know opportunities besides unclean blood.

Anyway, I'm in America. I'll be okay. You all will be okay. Don't worry.
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2020-03-26 12:18 am

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To all former blood drinkers, soldiers, murders, thieves, crime of ...uh not a serial one but rapists, and people who have had pretty fucked up fantasies without eating people....

To Quote an old FF8 Fanfic I wrote: Why Would you smile at a murderer little girl?" "Because we're all sinners."

What I've done. Doesn't anyone think I feel guilt? *Seifer throws up in toilet." Mandy lights up a cigarette and shares with Seifer. "I forgive you. You've lived your strife. You've done your redemption. You're gonna be okay." If you keep praying, keep praying toward heaven. You're already forgiven or will be. Just stop doing those things!

To Cannibals, Pedophiles and Spiritists: Get the fuck out of our countries. You're disgusting, creepy and fucked up. This is one sin that can be claimed as: so heinous, that it's the hardest to ever forgive. It may not be forgivable. To eat people, is just... wow, wow. You're fucked up. That's it. Even at funerals. Wtf is wrong with you? Discretion of the human soul, is shitty. There's even still life in the brain. Did you know? Even after months? You sick fucks.

See, I'm being so forgiving toward blood drinking for a reason. Christ said something that confused some people. Guess what it was? 'This is my blood. Drink of it so you'll live forever/be saved.' Guess what. that confused some people, but the bible is a good historical book and a guide. Love it, read it, live it. Don't pay attention to that, it was a metaphor, symbolism. It meant, pick up your torture stake and help save humanity with our God in heaven's book.

Guess what was never in the bible? This is my flesh. It possibly wasn't in the bible, and is possibly a complete lie. I'm pretty sure it was put there by cannibals. For an excuse. It was actually body. A metaphor.

Hm..I've just been told communion isn't right. They drank wine and ate bread, it was not his blood and body. Do you understand? We're only supposed to commerate once a year. With wine and a kind of bread. Literally, that's it. Not every Sunday. To observe all the time is tedious, and dishonorable, believe it or not. It shows too much worship toward the Christ, which is meant for the father in heaven.

Now listen, this facility may be doing snuff on me and they need to stop now.

I'll out it again, I'm not scared. Stop, freaking, trying to scare me.
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2020-03-25 11:48 pm

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Black people are cannibals. This is why they started using the N word toward them. White people and other races. It just meant trash back then. Martin Luther King wasn't the good guy you thought. Because blacks were able to infiltrate our lives, we were easy targets. Chitalians may actually be cannibalism. It may be human intestines. White intestines, mixed kids, Asian, Spanish. This is taught, but they're all aware and do it clear through adulthood. I Could be wrong, just investigate. I've never ate them, I think they're nasty smelling.

There was a woman here named Samara that freaked me out. She kept washing me around my stomach area because she had thoughts that she would get to eat my intestines later. If only I would just bath more, they could feast. Guess what? They eventually got to fire her. She was a terrorists. I was scared to be in the shower with her.

She kept forcing me to eat meat, so she had an excuse to eat me. I hated her, I saw nothing but evil sometimes. She was exicted for me to die all the time. She thought 'The Christian Christ will die. Will we be free of her tyranny and lies.' ...Uh, Wow. Nah, I'm trying to tell the truth. she was a transsexual. who was the husband of Craig Owens or Craig Owens himself. Now you know I was hunted by Blacks all my life and it creeped me out. I dislike black men and sometimes women, stop trying to put me with them. They go from Chitlians to other things. =(

My mom has never made me cannibalize, but this facility tried, over and over again. I'm okay though. Don't worry. I don't want to hurt anyone human or even animal.

I have eaten pork in the past, but I never really liked it and now I avoid it.

I told you, stop hunting me. =/ Or I out this. Stop hunting my friends and family. Stop hurting humanity!

I'm trying to save humanity. Please listen, please, Blacks and a few other races who cannibalize are trying to infiltrate food production and make us eat human. Dog. Cat. All of it. They gotta go. Dr. West's was only the beginning.

Mexicans were forced out of America, so no one would hurt them. They were being hunted for their skin. I was in danger too.

Whites cannibalize too, especially down south.

Fuck. I smell gas. I have faith in Jehovah. We'll be okay.

I'm not scared, Facility. Now stop. I know you play games. Stop.

They're looking for a knife. I'm in serious shit but I am not scared. I'll be okay. I love you good humanity! Be good. Okay? *blows kisses.*