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maricListen to me please. Please. Please. Please. There is a cannibalistic transwoman in my head, that is Craig Owen's sister, who may be someone from insanejournal. I'm freaking out because she does this ALLLLLL day long. Talks to me all day long, and it's not like an actual voice in your head but rather, an actual person talking. Which freaks me out further. No medicine makes it go away.
Literally, I'm being hunted by blacks all the time. It freaks me out. So fucking badly. The Chinese too perhaps? But I can't be sure. They need to leave me alone now.
Now I know Craig Owens poses as Cesar Casier on insane and had me brainwashed into thinking Cesar Casier was an INFJ and all kinds of shit. ….I'm fucking so freaked out by this. This girl won't leave my head. She volunteers here and takes over my care a lot. She has a lot of rapey thoughts, so she must still have her penis. Her face isn't very attractive, so I know she's capable of at least inappropriate touching and sexual assault if she's angry. It wasn't a test but as soon as I accepted gays again, she started being mean to me instead of sweet. I knew she had gotten her way and there was no reason to be nice anymore. This is how everyone is with me.
I read faces very well. I can tell what kind of person, someone is right away, even anime/cartoon/cgi characters.
Anyway, last time I post about that guy. I ust.. I want to know why Craig is allowed to infiltrate my life and not get away from me. I'm so scared. This man was creepy with me when I was 14. Please, don't let this happen to me. He's been hunting me all my life. I'm scared of him. I hate him, I hate him, I hate him.
Tom, the landlord, who is Chinese actually said to me with a evil smirk 'You're raped at the end of this.' I wasn't even doing anything wrong back then. I promise.
What did I do? People keep telling me I'm not half black, I'm actually Chinese and Japanese? I'm not sure. My mom tends to live in denial about a lot of things.
I mind my own business and don't even talk to anyone. I have no where to go. What the fuck do I do? I'm so scared. So scared.
Literally, I'm being hunted by blacks all the time. It freaks me out. So fucking badly. The Chinese too perhaps? But I can't be sure. They need to leave me alone now.
Now I know Craig Owens poses as Cesar Casier on insane and had me brainwashed into thinking Cesar Casier was an INFJ and all kinds of shit. ….I'm fucking so freaked out by this. This girl won't leave my head. She volunteers here and takes over my care a lot. She has a lot of rapey thoughts, so she must still have her penis. Her face isn't very attractive, so I know she's capable of at least inappropriate touching and sexual assault if she's angry. It wasn't a test but as soon as I accepted gays again, she started being mean to me instead of sweet. I knew she had gotten her way and there was no reason to be nice anymore. This is how everyone is with me.
I read faces very well. I can tell what kind of person, someone is right away, even anime/cartoon/cgi characters.
Anyway, last time I post about that guy. I ust.. I want to know why Craig is allowed to infiltrate my life and not get away from me. I'm so scared. This man was creepy with me when I was 14. Please, don't let this happen to me. He's been hunting me all my life. I'm scared of him. I hate him, I hate him, I hate him.
Tom, the landlord, who is Chinese actually said to me with a evil smirk 'You're raped at the end of this.' I wasn't even doing anything wrong back then. I promise.
What did I do? People keep telling me I'm not half black, I'm actually Chinese and Japanese? I'm not sure. My mom tends to live in denial about a lot of things.
I mind my own business and don't even talk to anyone. I have no where to go. What the fuck do I do? I'm so scared. So scared.