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My son is an idiot. I'm not in love with him and he's obsessed with me. He drives me up a wall and I'm tired of his shit. Please go away. You drive me nuts. You also may have molested your child. And you believe you have so much power in your area that I'd never be able to get out of going to the mental hospital for two years. You're either an actor or former college football player. Or you're both. I'm tired of this. Please go away. Please. "You either end up with me or you end up in the hospital for the next two years." I'm just a conquest to both of them. Neither came to my rescue during this time. They let me go to the hospital all the time. They never did anything at all about my situation. All this 'power' and they never even tried getting me out or inviting me to their house to live for awhile despite my situation.

No one helped me. No one.


No, I'm not kidding. They're both idiots. I'm done.

I'm in love with two Japanese men. end of but listen to why they couldn't help; even til this day, the Japanese and Chinese are still at odds sometimes, not as bad as they used to be but sometimes. China had power over America and these two men couldn't come see me no matter what. They were both afraid Trump would pull clot with China and end up getting kicked out. I don't blame you. I love you both.

My son, the American actor, could have come into my house, chilled with me and talked. My mom would have allowed it. I was just his conquest. I was just his brother's too. I was also my little brother's, who is a fucking idiot because I cared about him more than my other two brothers and he screwed up in the end.

Everyone I have taken care of, abuses me in some way. Except my two teachers, Shisui and Kakashi. They just taught me discipline, educational things, and love and such. No, I can't chidori. I do have unlimited Chakra.

I'm sorry to my little brother. You're an idiot for feeling this way, I told you; therapy! I can't give it to you. It would be wrong. Please, get help.

I have no one at the end of this and I don't care. My motor functions are screwed up and I need someway to fucking fix them. I want to take baths but I can only pay attention to the computer for some reason. I need to actually have physical therapy for awhile.

I'm afraid if I go to a Japan, I get my head cut off. I don't even know why. I think it's because I've decided to live as a boy. *yawns and wants to sleep.* I feel bad for even saying that but it drives me a bit crazy.

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