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[maric]

First entry? Maric, intersex/trans and can't wait to get help with this stuff. I already had a lot but just a little more.

Comments

[onlymeantwell]

You are lying to people, Mandy. You have done nothing but spew hatred about trans identities and other members of the LGBT community— now you’re pretending to be one to hurt people.

[maric]

I am definitely against child molesters, who are the real 'homosexuals' at the end of the day but please listen. I am trans. Do you understand? I'm a man in my body. Do you understand?

Read my latest journal entry. Someone I identify with is Tracy's son, Audrian even. Her oldest. Tracy was calling him out on being like her husband all the time. When they stayed with us. I was like wtf is going on, why does this kid remind me of myself before I was brought into being a woman again?

I started disassociating all the time and needed help. The LGBQ community hurt me first by telling me I wasn't a man, just so they'd have more clots for their sexualities. I considered myself a straight man. This was not revenge, but instead help for all intersex/trans that needed help. Emily too, mom. She's not a Satanist. She's a good girl. She also can't talk to toads. Just sayin.

[onlymeantwell]

I know that you are schizophrenic, and you have been resistant to and resisting medical treatment. And I’m sorry - but you are still making choices which hurt people.

Two months ago you were calling all LGBT people liars who forced you to be gay/trans. Now you’re pretending that didn’t happen.

You aren’t trans, you are pretending to be to try and sneak into a group and gain the trust of people who you have repeatedly attacked and harassed.

You are pretending to be someone else because both Insanejournal and Dreamwidth have told you repeatedly they want nothing to do with you.

Stop lying to people.

[maric]

PERRY GRIM. I am not schizophrenic. You fucking asshole. I'm Maric, who was born Mandy Bell.

=/ You're a fucking idiot, some LGB people are liars. Do you understand? I'm not pretending it didn't happen. By acting like a nut, and crying wolf in some instances, I got help for human trafficking to be looked at as one day soon to be closed. I hope. I wanted to bring attention to it.

No I haven't. They attacked me 3 times actually and got pissed when I told the truth about my Rabbit Hearted Lions Game. Huh. Now I know I can't trust gays. You're dissociating, Pear/Emily. Stop.

I'm not. Emily/Perry, you disassociate and cause trouble online buddy. I tried starting games my way and in the end, you ended up getting pissed I wasn't gay. You wanted your 'sister' in a gay relationship with you. Me, your brother doesn't want his crazy little sister. Do you understand? You wanted me in a relationship with you and Pookie. *sighs.* Please stop. You knew what I was doing. People needed help and you're staying in the same place I am so our dad doesn't fucking kill us for depowering cannibals, child molesters and all else. Now stop.

We had to do this in order for the world to change. You get me? Please stop.

[maric]

Listen to me, let me out something weird; when I think of pumping into a woman, I get turned on. When I think of being a woman and getting fucked, it doesn't work out for me. My vagina also doesn't feel very good. Do you understand? I can't even masturbate. It sucks. I'm a guyyyyyyy, I did all this to save the intersex/trans community. I had to. There's nothing wrong with us, there isn't. I had to save people. You idiots. Now stop commenting and being mean to me. I wanted to help and so I did help. I hope, I know I helped.

Feel free to be my friend instead, Rhonda.

[onlymeantwell]

The intersex and the trans community are two different things.

Sexual fetishes don’t make you trans.

[maric]

Trans/Intersex can be the same thing.

Intersex isn't a sexual fetish o.o…. some people are born with a penis or a vagina or both and brain matter that is male or female. Some penises are small, along with a vagina and vice versa. It's complicated due to imperfection and such, do you understand? We can't help being who we are at the end of the day. That was the point. When I was in my old journals, I was playing girls. As a woman, all I worried about was love and being in love. I was never a woman, I was playing a woman and female characters all the time in mooglestrawberrycake, sunflowerofthevalley and feelingyou. Don't you get it, Buddy? I am a man.

I don't worry about this stuff anymore. I don't. I want to do other things. Did you try turning me into the perfect woman, Cole? :D Was I a challenge? Was I the social experiment to be the perfect complement? There's nothing wrong with that, if a woman can be herself. But at the end of I'm a man and I like being a man, Cam. Someday I'll have a penis. :D and I"ll be a gorgeous man muffin. Don't you understand? I already am.

Bye, Cole
Not going to the mental hospital for 1950's reconditioning. That's why you gave me the hadol and messed up my motor functions. Dick.

[onlymeantwell]

You got me. It’s me. Cole Sprouse.

[maric]

Ah, hi, buddy. Long time no see. or If I ever saw you. Why did you put in the hospital? I was just living my life, chilling, and boom, hospital. For the last four, fucking, years. You put me in the hospital all the time. Hadol messed up my motor functions, you hurt me. I didn't know what else to fucking do but write those journals for people to see I was in trouble.

Fuck you, man.

[onlymeantwell]

Stop lying to people

[maric]

About what, man?

[maric]

None of us are cannibals. One more thing; I hate parents who force their kids to cannibalize. This is something they do to the intersex. -_- They're the perverts, not us.