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Definition.
Maric - Seeker of Truth and Knowledge, Lover of Justice, A human that loves, and my power is my word. My word is my bond, love is my strength.

Am I being lofty? Cause that's not the intention, names should have a slight more meaning other than three words you know? But not convoluted. They should have a theme, make sense. Maric actually doesn't seem to have much of a definition, but I wanted to give it one? I'll look into it a little further later. This is what I want it to mean at least.

I'm thinking of changing my name to Skylar, and rearranging the meaning a lot but I'll be okay there. The name Skylar seems a little too lofty. It's not humble at all, the way it's described in meaning. I love the name though. Yeah, I think I'll stick to Maric.

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I'm gonna write my moms a letter. I grew up with nothing but women, and I still turned out to be a guy. I hope they understand, instead of rejecting me.

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Please, Robert, Jacob. Don't do this. I'm a man. I'm a male. You're my little brothers. I was like … was your real dad. Do you get me? Sheffield was a shitty father, a crappy one, and he ruined your damn brains. I felt like a mom back then, but then I realize, I was co-parenting with your mothers. I was man of the house. Do you understand?

This isn't what 'screwed' up my head. But rather, my mom kept outing over and over again; you're not my husband, Mandy. I told her how to parent, what to do. I fed you guys, changed your diapers, I shut down and stopped parenting you. I was an overprotective Dad. I was like that with all my girl friends too. And I offered male friends sage advice. (Online for them) You understand?

=( Please don't do this to someone who considers you his sons. Don't be embarrassed. Please. I miss you kids. I miss hugs and making sure you get to eat when you come in the house. I'm stuck here for now but someday we'll meet again, when you're ready to stop acting this way. Ask mom where I am when you're ready. Okay? Love you, boys.

Love,
Maric

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….Are men everywhere trying to make me a woman? So they have power by being a husband of mine? Come on, stop this shit. Leave me alone. I'm me. Shh, go away.