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18/3/20 10:34![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maricPlease, Robert, Jacob. Don't do this. I'm a man. I'm a male. You're my little brothers. I was like … was your real dad. Do you get me? Sheffield was a shitty father, a crappy one, and he ruined your damn brains. I felt like a mom back then, but then I realize, I was co-parenting with your mothers. I was man of the house. Do you understand?
This isn't what 'screwed' up my head. But rather, my mom kept outing over and over again; you're not my husband, Mandy. I told her how to parent, what to do. I fed you guys, changed your diapers, I shut down and stopped parenting you. I was an overprotective Dad. I was like that with all my girl friends too. And I offered male friends sage advice. (Online for them) You understand?
=( Please don't do this to someone who considers you his sons. Don't be embarrassed. Please. I miss you kids. I miss hugs and making sure you get to eat when you come in the house. I'm stuck here for now but someday we'll meet again, when you're ready to stop acting this way. Ask mom where I am when you're ready. Okay? Love you, boys.
Love,
Maric
This isn't what 'screwed' up my head. But rather, my mom kept outing over and over again; you're not my husband, Mandy. I told her how to parent, what to do. I fed you guys, changed your diapers, I shut down and stopped parenting you. I was an overprotective Dad. I was like that with all my girl friends too. And I offered male friends sage advice. (Online for them) You understand?
=( Please don't do this to someone who considers you his sons. Don't be embarrassed. Please. I miss you kids. I miss hugs and making sure you get to eat when you come in the house. I'm stuck here for now but someday we'll meet again, when you're ready to stop acting this way. Ask mom where I am when you're ready. Okay? Love you, boys.
Love,
Maric