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maricno.
whatever.
wtf.
get lost.
go home to mama pammie.
*hangs head.* My family is disgusting. They're setting me up with my 18 year old little cousin, I saw as one of my children. I still do. I thought he was Cesar Casier. We'll explain the whole story later. I'm fucking angry. I apologize to Cesar, fucking, I've been in your head and I assumed wrong. I guess I'm crazy.
Why does my family ruin my life like this? Why? He's a little boy. I'm 33. I'm leaving and going to a hotel. Now I know why the nurses won't let this guy come see me, that keeps yelling Mandy! Come on! Mandy! Selphie! Rinoa! and I'm like wtf is going on. I'm not a damn character.
I'm in love with some fucking guy that doesn't even know who I am or want me. I give up, don't worry, I'm crazy but it's not my fault, blame my family. Okay?
I had to save someone's life though, a few people I care about. So sorry for all the commotion. I'm not embarrassed. I'm just fucked up in the head over this.
I'm not in love with Scotty fucking Wilson Jr. > < AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! BAKAS! Why did you set this up?
I feel so bad, I don't want to hurt his feelings. I just don't. I love you as a mother or big sister loves someone who is younger than her. I"m not a young young woman, sweetie.
whatever.
wtf.
get lost.
go home to mama pammie.
*hangs head.* My family is disgusting. They're setting me up with my 18 year old little cousin, I saw as one of my children. I still do. I thought he was Cesar Casier. We'll explain the whole story later. I'm fucking angry. I apologize to Cesar, fucking, I've been in your head and I assumed wrong. I guess I'm crazy.
Why does my family ruin my life like this? Why? He's a little boy. I'm 33. I'm leaving and going to a hotel. Now I know why the nurses won't let this guy come see me, that keeps yelling Mandy! Come on! Mandy! Selphie! Rinoa! and I'm like wtf is going on. I'm not a damn character.
I'm in love with some fucking guy that doesn't even know who I am or want me. I give up, don't worry, I'm crazy but it's not my fault, blame my family. Okay?
I had to save someone's life though, a few people I care about. So sorry for all the commotion. I'm not embarrassed. I'm just fucked up in the head over this.
I'm not in love with Scotty fucking Wilson Jr. > < AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! BAKAS! Why did you set this up?
I feel so bad, I don't want to hurt his feelings. I just don't. I love you as a mother or big sister loves someone who is younger than her. I"m not a young young woman, sweetie.