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27/3/20 11:55![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maricI don't know anymore. I was trying to help, but … my life is a mess right now. I'm trying really hard to get help. Like big time. No one believes me, no one cares. A Chinese man named Tom was posing as my mom. I think? I got bad vibes from my mom all the time. She freaked me out. She would be very very… quiet and backwards, unlike herself. I promise.
Blah. I wish... people cared more. Like me. I don't understand what's going on half the time, but I always know what I'm doing. If this game doesn't work out, bye Dreamwidth. I'll like start writing fanfiction all the time instead. I just miss having friends and partners to roleplay with. My mom (Tom) isolated me and wouldn't let me roleplay. And now people are isolating me too in roleplay.
I'm sad but I'll be okay. This isn't how I imagined my life turning out to be at all. I'm unsafe here. At least a little. I wanted a career by the time I was 35, I wanted to lose weight by that time too. I'm trapped in my situation and no one will give me P.T/O.T. No one will rescue me.
Pam Eakle and Tom, were in cahoots to ensure I got eaten by a bunch of cannibalistic celebrities. That's why they keep calling me a child molester, over and over again, so no one believes me. They even changed my name. My name is not Dakota. It's Amanda Sue Bell. Do you understand? I don't know where to go or what to do. I'm homeless, I'm about half dead physically, and no one will rescue me from this fucking situation. I think there's cameras in my room, so no one will help me escape. I need help, really badly.
*puts face in arms.* Please? I just want.. I don't even know anymore. I'd want to die, but only if I wouldn't be cannibalized. I trust no one, I'm so scared all the time. I'm tired of being trapped in this reality. I want to live but it seems pointless with no family and friends.
Blah. I wish... people cared more. Like me. I don't understand what's going on half the time, but I always know what I'm doing. If this game doesn't work out, bye Dreamwidth. I'll like start writing fanfiction all the time instead. I just miss having friends and partners to roleplay with. My mom (Tom) isolated me and wouldn't let me roleplay. And now people are isolating me too in roleplay.
I'm sad but I'll be okay. This isn't how I imagined my life turning out to be at all. I'm unsafe here. At least a little. I wanted a career by the time I was 35, I wanted to lose weight by that time too. I'm trapped in my situation and no one will give me P.T/O.T. No one will rescue me.
Pam Eakle and Tom, were in cahoots to ensure I got eaten by a bunch of cannibalistic celebrities. That's why they keep calling me a child molester, over and over again, so no one believes me. They even changed my name. My name is not Dakota. It's Amanda Sue Bell. Do you understand? I don't know where to go or what to do. I'm homeless, I'm about half dead physically, and no one will rescue me from this fucking situation. I think there's cameras in my room, so no one will help me escape. I need help, really badly.
*puts face in arms.* Please? I just want.. I don't even know anymore. I'd want to die, but only if I wouldn't be cannibalized. I trust no one, I'm so scared all the time. I'm tired of being trapped in this reality. I want to live but it seems pointless with no family and friends.