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maricI'm like 70% positive I'm being raped at this facility because my vagina hurts really badly. It aches, it's pained and everything. That or I started my period. I can't get up off the bed or anything. I'm being raped because I'm mixed. I can't get up. I'm afraid to go outside. I'm scared.
I don't want to die. Please someone rescue me. Save me. Everytime I get cleaned up, I get raped. I'm scared to take showers because of it. I'm scared. Please? Please? Why does no one care? I've been begging for help through these entries for months. Begging and pleading. I'm in a town ran by something called the Gay Mafia.
They thought... I didn't support them and now I truly don't. I had to hide for awhile because I was afraid of being raped. Guess... the people I thought were my friends, raped me anyway. You're all trying to hide it but I'm telling the truth.
I'm not a child molester, I'm not a rapist, I'm not a thief, I'm not an identity stealer, I'm not a cannibal. I'm none of these things. But you might be.
I'm being raped. That is all. I'm afraid to take baths.
I'm not an old woman. I'm possibly really young. I've been experiencing 'time jumps.' I disassociate. so everything feels later than I thought? I've been disassociating since I was 14 years old.
Okay, fine. I'm being raped by black men when I go to sleep at night. Everytime I get cleaned up, it's good enough and I'm raped. This is why I smell all the time. I'm scared to take baths. After it happens, I don't take a bath for another week.
I've been being raped since I was 8. Not Dionna Harrison. Mandy Sue Bell. Me. In various ways. Everyone acts like they can't touch me, and then they sit there and have me raped. I might die. They're from the KKK. They're all mad I might be a part of Christ and God. They're all mad I wanted a Japanese man.
I think...I'm not half black. I'm half Chinese and Half Japanese? I think I was adopted for the purpose of my mom making sure I got raped. Thanks for reading. I think I die now. and sorry China, I was forced to write those things. They made me delusional for awhile so no one would invade and help. Everyone sees me as a liar and a betrayer and I couldn't control myself.
Blacks forced me to do this. They took over America with mental bending. I'm scared of everyone that's Black or Chinese now. ...Please don't hurt transpeople, a lot of them are really sweet and kind and would never hurt anyone.
Bye. I love you all. I'm not lonely like you think, just in a lot of pain.
I don't want to die. Please someone rescue me. Save me. Everytime I get cleaned up, I get raped. I'm scared to take showers because of it. I'm scared. Please? Please? Why does no one care? I've been begging for help through these entries for months. Begging and pleading. I'm in a town ran by something called the Gay Mafia.
They thought... I didn't support them and now I truly don't. I had to hide for awhile because I was afraid of being raped. Guess... the people I thought were my friends, raped me anyway. You're all trying to hide it but I'm telling the truth.
I'm not a child molester, I'm not a rapist, I'm not a thief, I'm not an identity stealer, I'm not a cannibal. I'm none of these things. But you might be.
I'm being raped. That is all. I'm afraid to take baths.
I'm not an old woman. I'm possibly really young. I've been experiencing 'time jumps.' I disassociate. so everything feels later than I thought? I've been disassociating since I was 14 years old.
Okay, fine. I'm being raped by black men when I go to sleep at night. Everytime I get cleaned up, it's good enough and I'm raped. This is why I smell all the time. I'm scared to take baths. After it happens, I don't take a bath for another week.
I've been being raped since I was 8. Not Dionna Harrison. Mandy Sue Bell. Me. In various ways. Everyone acts like they can't touch me, and then they sit there and have me raped. I might die. They're from the KKK. They're all mad I might be a part of Christ and God. They're all mad I wanted a Japanese man.
I think...I'm not half black. I'm half Chinese and Half Japanese? I think I was adopted for the purpose of my mom making sure I got raped. Thanks for reading. I think I die now. and sorry China, I was forced to write those things. They made me delusional for awhile so no one would invade and help. Everyone sees me as a liar and a betrayer and I couldn't control myself.
Blacks forced me to do this. They took over America with mental bending. I'm scared of everyone that's Black or Chinese now. ...Please don't hurt transpeople, a lot of them are really sweet and kind and would never hurt anyone.
Bye. I love you all. I'm not lonely like you think, just in a lot of pain.