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24/3/20 05:29![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maricI told you several times, you arrogant jackass. I am not 'Maric.' to hurt you, You barely crossed my name when my bestfriend came up with this name back in like 2007. Do you understand? I identified with Aladdin, more than I ever identified with you. I identified with Claire Redfield, Gaara, Itachi, several people but never you. I told you, leave me alone. I'm done, you fucking idiot. Stay out of my head and just rot in a fucking bucket.
You spent your whole life trying to prove people wanted to be you, you paranoid son of a bitch. You're just like Erica. *puts chin in hands, smiles angelicaly.* Sorry if the person I am, reminds you of you. I remember sitting in Kintergarden class, drawing with you because I saw you as my bestfriend. I would say just like you! You would get mad and go No, nothing like me! Wow. You still have the mentality? I just wanted to understand you as a person. Come to love you as a person.
There's something you might be, that you take medication for. I'm trying to think of what it is. Histronic? Where it's like 'You think you're me. But you're not.' Oh no she wore pink and black. She's trying to be me! Guess what, as a teen, I hated being copied a little but I grew out of that. It's time to grow up Squall and Rinoa. I'm done with your shit. Stop trying to make Selphie look nuts online, so you can put her in the hospital for her false copy cat syndrome. Idiots.
Fuck this, I'm done with humans after this. All I wanted to do was help. There's so many people in the world that have no one to understand them and they're sitting there going, Why doesn't anyone want to be my friend? Why does no one get me? Why does no one care? I give a shit about people. I love them.
Hey, Dreamwidth and Insanejournal. Did you actually listen to Cesar and Erica because they're models and celebrities? Wow, you're more fucking goats for Hollywood than I thought. I'm my own person. I'm Mandy or Maric at the end of the day, depending on what I choose. I always identified with the character Squall Leonhart. Rinoa too. THE WHOLE FUCKING CAST! You know why? Because I am a fucking psychologist that detaches himself from fantasy and lives in reality. I don't believe I am the characters.
Fun fact; Believing the Hollywood Elite might get you killed. Some of them are... I won't condemn them like that but go get help. You fucking idiots.
Now I have to decide where to put my fucking game. I'm done. Dreamwidth, give me a fucking chance. I hate insanejournal. I was going to buy like 10 12 month accounts, among other things and give people codes too. I'm so sickened by society, this is why Hollywood needs depowered.
I never loved you. I cast you off from me. Selphie gives the fuck up on Squall Leonhart. Have fun with your fucking narristic cannibal princess. This one wanted to help you live, grow and all kinds of shit. Oh right, I'm not a cannibal, I'm a vegetarian at heart. Maybe I'm copying you! Kakashi in the house!
I need a new Seifer journal. I'm definitely playing Squall. What the fuck ever. I'm done with all y'alls paranoid final fantasy thoughts.
I'll give away journals save for a few over on insanejournal. Once I figure out what they are.
PUT ERICA AND YOURSELF IN THE HOSPITAL. OKAY? AHHHHHH BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA I'M RINNY! AHHH SQUALLY I LOVE MY SQUALLY HE BOUGHT ME CHEETOS AND PIE AND ICE CREAM AHHH I LOVE MY SQUALLY (We're not sixteen anymore, fucking idiots)
Oh, one more thing. Did you put me on Invega in order to prove I wanted to look like you? Huh. Fuck you. I look like a guy now, I miss looking like a woman. I think Invega is T. I think you ruined my fucking life. I miss being pretty. Now I look like Squall Pissinpeoplshearts. I told you, leave me the fuck alone.
AHH BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA! Stop being kids. You're fucking in your thirties, man.
Where fuck is Quistis? I should have dated her. Oh, she's my mom. Fuck that. Irvine you available? Zell? SELPHIE? AHHHH BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA!
Okay, I'm done. That's the last Baka in me. Later.
You spent your whole life trying to prove people wanted to be you, you paranoid son of a bitch. You're just like Erica. *puts chin in hands, smiles angelicaly.* Sorry if the person I am, reminds you of you. I remember sitting in Kintergarden class, drawing with you because I saw you as my bestfriend. I would say just like you! You would get mad and go No, nothing like me! Wow. You still have the mentality? I just wanted to understand you as a person. Come to love you as a person.
There's something you might be, that you take medication for. I'm trying to think of what it is. Histronic? Where it's like 'You think you're me. But you're not.' Oh no she wore pink and black. She's trying to be me! Guess what, as a teen, I hated being copied a little but I grew out of that. It's time to grow up Squall and Rinoa. I'm done with your shit. Stop trying to make Selphie look nuts online, so you can put her in the hospital for her false copy cat syndrome. Idiots.
Fuck this, I'm done with humans after this. All I wanted to do was help. There's so many people in the world that have no one to understand them and they're sitting there going, Why doesn't anyone want to be my friend? Why does no one get me? Why does no one care? I give a shit about people. I love them.
Hey, Dreamwidth and Insanejournal. Did you actually listen to Cesar and Erica because they're models and celebrities? Wow, you're more fucking goats for Hollywood than I thought. I'm my own person. I'm Mandy or Maric at the end of the day, depending on what I choose. I always identified with the character Squall Leonhart. Rinoa too. THE WHOLE FUCKING CAST! You know why? Because I am a fucking psychologist that detaches himself from fantasy and lives in reality. I don't believe I am the characters.
Fun fact; Believing the Hollywood Elite might get you killed. Some of them are... I won't condemn them like that but go get help. You fucking idiots.
Now I have to decide where to put my fucking game. I'm done. Dreamwidth, give me a fucking chance. I hate insanejournal. I was going to buy like 10 12 month accounts, among other things and give people codes too. I'm so sickened by society, this is why Hollywood needs depowered.
I never loved you. I cast you off from me. Selphie gives the fuck up on Squall Leonhart. Have fun with your fucking narristic cannibal princess. This one wanted to help you live, grow and all kinds of shit. Oh right, I'm not a cannibal, I'm a vegetarian at heart. Maybe I'm copying you! Kakashi in the house!
I need a new Seifer journal. I'm definitely playing Squall. What the fuck ever. I'm done with all y'alls paranoid final fantasy thoughts.
I'll give away journals save for a few over on insanejournal. Once I figure out what they are.
PUT ERICA AND YOURSELF IN THE HOSPITAL. OKAY? AHHHHHH BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA I'M RINNY! AHHH SQUALLY I LOVE MY SQUALLY HE BOUGHT ME CHEETOS AND PIE AND ICE CREAM AHHH I LOVE MY SQUALLY (We're not sixteen anymore, fucking idiots)
Oh, one more thing. Did you put me on Invega in order to prove I wanted to look like you? Huh. Fuck you. I look like a guy now, I miss looking like a woman. I think Invega is T. I think you ruined my fucking life. I miss being pretty. Now I look like Squall Pissinpeoplshearts. I told you, leave me the fuck alone.
AHH BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA! Stop being kids. You're fucking in your thirties, man.
Where fuck is Quistis? I should have dated her. Oh, she's my mom. Fuck that. Irvine you available? Zell? SELPHIE? AHHHH BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA!
Okay, I'm done. That's the last Baka in me. Later.